This is how I spent my Sunday
As much as I am looking forward to the long weekend this week, I am really dreading Ilyana’s departure on Saturday. I’ve been walking back home, tearing up like a baby just thinking about it. I was upset yesterday and Ashraf held my hand while he was driving and refuse to let go. It is becoming a habit of his to drive with one hand and the other fixed to my palms.
Sigh. I am really sorry for writing this and I know you’re already upset, bawling in the shower when it hits you that you’re leaving but I want you to know that I love you forever and ever. I know people have been throwing you farewell dinners/gifts but god knows how many dinners and gifts we’ve had between the two of us and I don’t think I can ever give you the last one before you go. There is no way I can ever say a freaking goodbye to you. I’ll miss you. Please smuggle me in your luggage.
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cousin nothing can describe how I feel right now, I’m in a state of denial even though I know I’m leaving soon. I wish I could take you with me because I’m going to miss you so fucking much, I don’t even want to think about it T__T
Ilyana added these pithy words on
Feb 07 10 at
9:22 pm
